Pre-pre-preI hate hearing people argue. Don't you? Especially when men yell. Theres just something about a man yelling that makes my spine tingle.
Unfortunately I live next to a family whose father looooves letting everyone know he's in control. Dominant. It begins around 7:30am until sun down. I have no idea what he's bitching about... They speak Arabic.
Anyways. They're not the only family that has been having some issues.
You ever feel like, especially since you're older... You get dramatically distance from your family? Hmm.
As of late, I have been almost transparent to the family. I get a few comments here and there. Relating mostly to cleaning. I guess we don't really have much else to talk about. Since I am the only one who doesn't work other than my brother. (though technically he gets out way more than I do... so I guess thats enough to classify him as active.)
Everyday, I've been the little house wife. Cleaning early in the day, till late afternoon. Prepping dinner by 6-7. Cooking, mingling about other people's days. Taking out the trash, vacuuming, scrubbing the bath-tub... etc, etc, etc.
Then they all bitch and whine about me sleeping in late for a few days.
Other than the weird, apocalyptic weather we've been having, (which has probably taken a toll on me as well.) there is a lot to be accounted for when I'm tired.
1) I watch my siblings from 9am-7pm (all 5 of them)
2) Have you ever cleaned the back side of your toilet??
3) I clean!
4) I cook your food! >:0
Theres just something about a sleeping, dreaming, contentious person that just drives another person crazy.
"Why are you so tired lately?"
"You don't have any reason to be tired. You don't work!"
"Why aren't the dishes cleaned?"
"Is any one going to make dinner??"
"You're not cheery like you used to be."
"Whats up with your attitude? Didn't you get enough sleep last night."
"Like taking care of the house is such a BIG task."
"I'm on my feet all day. What the heck have you been doing?! Oh, cleaning. Psh."
I don't feel appreciated. I certainly don't feel like I've been given the respect I deserve.
Then everyone complains about my attitude towards everything. "You're grumpy," "You're moody," "Still on your period!? God." What the fuck!
Why do you think I'm upset!? Can anyone just consider where I'm coming from, and give me just an ounce of understanding! D: GRAH!!
Yeah I don't work. So I guess thats a good enough reason to treat me like shit. Like when business people go to burgerking, and bitch about how they're better than them.
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Because of my colorful moodiness, I haven't been giving everyone the proper "hello" or "Hi!" lately. My grandparents won't even look at me sometimes when they come over. My dad hardly calls. Some of my closest friends have been put on the back burner because I can't set my sleeping habits straight. I have other priorities now, it seems. Being the back bone of the family. Teaching the kids responsibility and respect.
No one understands that... perhaps I am the one holding everybody together. I sure feel like I do.
I should've stayed in cali.
Or atleast found an apartment.
But nope. My grandma suckered me into believing it was my obligation to save my mother, yet again, from the grip of my step-fathers bullshit.
And so I did.
And I don't get credit for any of it.
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CRAPToday is just another day. But hey! Happy 4th of July people.
The one day out of the year where you can act a complete arrogant ass about your country.
Go on, toss that old couch on the lawn. Open a few beers, fart where everyone can hear you. Get close with that 'distant cousin' of yours.
Don't forget to disregard those fire-work safety regulations.
But seriously. Have fun. Congregate, live, love. ETC
Love Your Banana Space Jerky,
Andrea aka MzGrace.
the dude said i had the wrong number. it was really awkward. XD
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Eyes set down the drain.
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To Hear me is to know you are deaf
To See me is to know you are blind.
To Touch me is to know destruction.
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Great men are like eagles, and build their nest on some lofty solitude.
- Arthur Schopenhauer
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To Hear me is to know you are deaf
To See me is to know you are blind.
To Touch me is to know destruction.
OHH OHH, I may be getting a new phone. So once I do... I will add you ASAP. And we will converse like in the olden' days when women couldn't vote and men seemingly ruled the world. Oh it will be the best of times!
Would you care for some spotted dick and tea, say Noonish, before the fort night. Oh I do hope you'd join us.
And by Us I mean sillybilly Bear, and Funny hat wearing Kitty-cat.
RSVP soon!
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To Hear me is to know you are deaf
To See me is to know you are blind.
To Touch me is to know destruction.
I cant remember if I responded to this. I dont think I did but Andrea, this shit is really awful. ;_; I still talk about you to the people I meet, and it always feels weird because i haven't talked to you in SO long.
Did you ever get a new phone?
Oh, I miss the spotted dick and tea a fucking TON! XD You know ill join.
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Eyes set down the drain.
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To Hear me is to know you are deaf
To See me is to know you are blind.
To Touch me is to know destruction.
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MULTIPASS!
At night.. when it's probably charging. lol
Well duh Andrea. It were that fact
that first got us talking.. remember? O_o
I told you. Awfulness.
Gotta hear that one.
How was your birthday?
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Eyes set down the drain.
Whens a good time to call you??
*realizes both or bdays were this month*
Bah being 20 sawks. XDD
I woundn't mind sleeping with the wolves then...
Queen Adreena - Sleeping with wolves
XDDDD
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To Hear me is to know you are deaf
To See me is to know you are blind.
To Touch me is to know destruction.
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